So this is pretty much my vent page. Thank you for taking the time to actually read this. Honestly I would be very surprised if anyone did, but very grateful.
I have wanted to make a page like this for a while. Somewhere I can say whatever I want and not care if anyone reads it. I do have a regular DA page, but I don't want to link it to this one. I want them both to be separate. I don't want my page that I actually care about to be full of vent journals. But I think writing everything out in a journal is a great way to relieve stress and sort out thoughts. And if someone actually takes the time to comment, even better. If not, then no harm done.
So for about all my life I have wanted to live outside of the country. Not because I hate it here in the states but because I want to see the rest of the world. Now that I am old enough I can finally make that dream come true. The only problem is that I'm not exactly sure how. I don't know where to start or even where to move to or really how to do it. The smart thing would be to move to a place where they primarily speak English, as that is the only language I know. But I am not opposed to learning a language if I have to. It's just hard to pick one.
It's just the more I think about it the harder it becomes. There is so much planning involved and so many things to consider. Sometimes I wonder if its really for the best. This is something I have always wanted to do, but if I really go through with it I would be leaving all my friends and family behind. This is just something that has been on my mind for a long time now.